I'll slit my throat from ear to ear,
I'll watch your party from hell, as you cheer.
"You okay?" I shake my head.
I hate my life, I want to drop down dead.
I wonder if she'd care if I died.
No, probably not, she knows I lied.
I wonder if anyone would.
No, probably not, everyone thinks I should.
Tell a girl you like her, she'll smile and kiss you.
Tell a girl you like her, she'll smile and play with you.
Tell a girl you love her, she'll freeze and then leave.
Tell a girl you love her, she'll crush your heart, no reprieve.
When a girl says she loves you, when she knows she shouldn't.
It always confuses me, they always know I couldn't.
They back away slowly, scared of what might come next.
They back away slowly, knowing that was best left unsaid.
They love me, and yet they back away?
They love me, and yet they look away?
If they really loved me, surely they'd hug me, kiss me.
If they really loved me, surely they'd look at me, smile at me.
I don't know what goes through girl's minds.
How they can play with you, why they tell you their lies.
Why they can't just tell you if they love you or not.
Rather than playing with you, than tying your heart in a knot.
You know what? Screw it, I'll kill myself now.
It'll make you all happy, I'm not loved anyhow.
I can watch when I die, wherever I go.
I'll watch you and laugh, because I know.
Better off dead than played with like this.
Better off dead than stabbed with a kiss.
Better off dead than falling in love.
It's called falling for a reason, you hit hard, like a broken dove.