You cry for your sorrows and you bleed for your dreams,
Just always remember, this world is not what it seems.
You can be the best of friends and then disappear,
They'll just discard you, I know it's hard to hear.
But this has happened enough to me,
It's all everyone's been doing recently.
So here I lie, discarded, fearing to stand up,
Because what waits just isn't worth getting up.
Thrown away and lying in a puddle of mud and blood,
All the other times I got up, and wiped off the mud.
But this time, as I lie here, broken and bloody,
I don't want to get up, I want to be a dead body.
I know getting up is inevitable, because I will never give in,
But I really just want to give up and say that "I'm done in."









Things change so quickly, so what's the point in labeling them, in cherishing them when they'll just end sooner or later.
You obviously are a very caring and loving person, otherwise you wouldn't be so hurt emotionally by the actions of other people. You should identify what you want and need out of life; if you want to dedicate your life to a specific goal (maybe helping people) then pursue that because without greater purpose we all would be consumed by these overwhelming emotions.
You've got to look out for yourself, more for the emotional side of your soul because that's what makes life worth living. It's not logical, rational or convenient, but it also doesn't have to control your life and make you feel worthless. But basing it on other people will always cause problems, because most people are only looking out for themselves.
This was a bit of a ramble, but I really just hope it helps in someway.